I know, i've been missing for a good whole month and the last time i posted here was Dec 19, just to cut some friends. /sighs. i'm so sorry for i was busy with some tiring assignments from college and final exam preparation which was held last week and i'm free this week so yeah, i will make a little spam for my beloved Ayukawa Taiyou because today is a special day for him.
It's Ayukawa Taiyou's 20th Birthday !!!!!!
here's my short entry that i copy from my tumblr
because i'm too lazy to make a new post XD
Happy 20th Birthday, Ayukawa Taiyou!
i saw you for the first time 4 years ago, when you were running out of your breath, playing that thrilling and tiring game named Onigokko. that time, i only have bad words for you. i couldnt stop saying 'how dumb' or 'he sucks at this game'.
but thanks to that very first video of Ya-Ya-yah i watched, i began to search for more. and from that time i know, you're the first person that caught my heart. around that time i already devoted my heart for Arashi but as you can see, i do not have any bias since i love the five of them. but it was different with Ya-Ya-yah. i recognize Hikaru and Yabu the most, since i've watched NewS, KAT-TUN and Ya-Ya-Yah 2005 SUMMARY for liek, thousands of times. but when i know this clumsy boy, my eyes will always search for him. only him.
he used to be short and cry baby, just like this:
people pulled a prank on you and you cried so easily. you were taller than everybody else, even Midorinu-sensei, but your heart was as fragile as a glass. and there's your love for food. God. you were nomming all those craps yet look how skinny you were.
yes. i'm talking about you, young man xD
and then there's the couples. oh how crazy we, fangirls are crazy for you guys.
there's me shipping Yamabu all over, there's Hy-chan who spazzez Taibu, and all those crazy fuckers who ship Shookawa and Hikayou. dang. don't you guys ever hear of foursome before? i prefer that better xDD
OH! do not forget your role in that ama-fucking-zing drama, Kinpachi-sensei season 7. that, my friends, is a tear-produced drama. there is no tears that not spilled while watching it. yes, yes, i know, Hikaru was the main lead and he did a fucking good job at it
and i'm still fussing about why Shoon wasn't there as a cast but look at the bright side!
Our crybaby Taiyou played as Hikaru's -or Shu we have known it- best friend. under the name of Kozuka Takashi, he showed us a brilliant acting as an amateur and you guys must be honest to yourself how much did you cry when Takashi jumped out of the window.
continuing, we should not forget the reliable sources of all wonderful videos we've been watching/ogling/drooling/crying/laughing/screaming over.
i have kamichan for his complete series of Ya-Ya-yah TV Show starting from 2002 and ends at 2007. dang, one of the best Jr. show i've ever watch. and then there's Shounen Club or Shokura as they shorten it. there's also youtube, dailymotion, veoh and other streaming sites for providing some videos so we could watch them online. and lastly of course, thank you for the fans who love you and dedicated their videos to other fans because they simply want the others to love you, to know you better.
October 27th, 2007. that was the date where Johnny's and Associate broke my heart. Hey! Say! JUMP broke my heart. You broke my heart. nobody told me that that day is the last day of Ya-Ya-yah TV show ended with Yabu and Hikaru debuted as members of a new group, Shoon left hanging as a Jr. and was thrown aside, and you my dear, you left without telling people, or at least your fan, the reasons why you left.
i was feeling bad because around that time i was ogling over Arashi and their new single, plus Matsujun's new drama. i only know the next day when people over the internet fussing about it. oh how much i wish you could see me. i wished i could saved up all my tears and drown you with it. too much tears i let out because the way i feel, they way i missing you.
but hey, you have your own reasons. and i have no right to hate on you nor Yabu and Hikaru. and i have no right to pitty Shoon with that state of his. but yeah, i do have right to angry and curse Johnny H. Kitagawa with all my might. just be grateful you're in Japan, old man, or else your head would've been my table decoration for sure.
2011 might be a good year. people are screaming their lungs out when they saw you at TV, hosting some damn nature show at Hawaii, talking craps i do not understand about volcano etc. well, I was screaming my lungs out when i saw your pictures from Hy-chan. dang. you looked much more manly, your voice is much more deeper than i remember, and the most important is you have such a beautiful neck and collarbone, darling ♥
i can not say much anymore since it's late already but at least i want you to know that i loved you. i loved you with all my heart, even when people say i'm crazy for giving my heart to someone who doesn't even know that i'm existed, i will always love you for you're the sunshine who emitted those blinding sunshine rays whenever i feel darkness surrounding me.
Happy 20th Birthday to my beloved Ayukawa Taiyou, a friend and a brother to Yamashita Shoon, Yabu Kouta and Yaotome Hikaru. heck, even JE family loves you dearly. promise me i will see you soon :)
Love, your crazy and insane fangirl, Asami.
p.s: i will make a picture spam tonight ♥